When Maryam Hassanein joined the US Department of Interior as a Biden administration appointee in January, she hoped that Israel's war on Gaza would soon come to an end. But when the US authorized a $1bn arms shipment to Israel in the spring, Hassanein decided to use her voice to affect change. She was inspired by the resilience of students involved in the anti-war movement at nearby George Washington University, where she had attended pro-Palestinian rallies.
"Seeing the strength of the students who led that movement across the country really made me think about what I should be doing," Hassanein said, "and how I can advocate far more for an end to the carnage in Palestine."
So last month, Hassanein joined the ranks of at least a dozen officials who have resigned from the Biden administration due to the US's support of Israel's war on Gaza, where more than 40,000 Palestinians have been killed since 7 October, according to the Gaza health ministry. Hassanein said she saw "value in making your voice heard on a public level when it's not being heard while working there".
In a Zoom call hosted by the civil rights group Council on American-Islamic Relations (Cair) on Tuesday, Hassanein and Hala Rharrit, a former US state department diplomat who resigned in April, shared their experiences of witnessing the Islamophobia and anti-Palestinian animus that they say drives the Biden administration's Middle East policies.
Rharrit resigned after nearly two decades of working with the state department because she said she witnessed US officials continuously dehumanize Palestinians following Hamas's 7 October attack on Israel. Robust debate was once welcomed at the state department, Rharrit said, but that changed 10 months ago. "I never faced a situation personally where there was fear for retaliation, there was silencing, there was self censorship," she said. "For me, personally, in the 18 years that I've served, this is the very first time."
When engaging with Arab media, Rharrit said she was directed to repeat a narrative that Israel had the right to defend itself. And when giving a presentation to other diplomats, she said that she was lambasted for wanting to include a picture of a Palestinian child dying of starvation. In a group chat where diplomats discussed Egyptian journalists, she said that one colleague expressed disbelief that the Egyptians had built the pyramids.
"This is a failed policy," Rharrit said about the US's aid to Israel, "and we as Americans and as taxpayers that are sending these bombs and these weapons need to have a collective voice and say: enough is enough."
In her role at the interior department, Hassanein joined other staffers in signing letters, attending rallies and vigils, but soon recognized that her voice wasn't being heard, she said. "What I realized is that I don't want to just be a Muslim in a public service position for the sake of being a Muslim in a public service position," she added. "I want my perspective and my background and the fact that I'm a representation for Muslim communities in the country to truly be considered." She also disapproved of the Democratic national convention's denial of a speaking slot for the Georgia state representative Ruwa Romman.
Since her public resignation last month, Hassanein said that she has not received a response from her former employer. The interior department and state department did not immediately respond to requests for comment.
The Harris-Walz campaign is not doing enough to change course on Gaza policy, Hassanein said. She is undecided on whether she will vote for Harris in November and wants to see a marked shift in US's Gaza policy before casting a ballot for her. In a call to action, Cair encouraged attenders to demand that the state department and the White House uphold US law by ending the transfer of weapons to Israel.
"I hope that as horrific as all of this has been, that we eventually emerge from it with a sense of realization of the things that we need to do - the healing that we all need in order to treat each other with humanity, dignity and respect, regardless of background," Rharrit said.
